Watch out! I'm feeling feisty!

So, obviously I haven't been on this thing in a couple of weeks. As much as my best friend seems to think this is sooo darn helpful, it really doesn't help me one way or the other I think. But after this weekends ummm, I'm trying to think of the right word here... discussion, I promised I would try to do this more often. I'm not sure what I even feel like writing about.

Well, I guess you could say I emptied my life of pointless clutter yesterday when I told Justin I couldn't do this "thing" we were doing anymore. At first I was honestly sad and I think that was more because of his reaction, which showed he didn't really care. Today I'm doing good though. I know I did the right thing.

Umm, I have ate an apple and finished my soup from Pho John's...it seemed like a healthy choice. Also, I started getting ready for the Armidillo Run today and did 2 miles.

I really don't have anything else to say. I honestly don't know how often I'm going to be doing this blogging thing. I know I don't have a busy life like the mommy or the school teachers and people wonder what I do with my time but it's just not something that I can get into, we'll see. But basically when I feel like I have to do something it seems to take the fun out of it.

By the way, it was great having Juli and Carmela come stay at my place. Hope, you should have came, you're always welcome. Good luck girls with the rest of your week.

First Day on the Blogging Wagon

Well, I finally made it to the blogging world. The only reason I'm doing this blogging thing is because my best friend seems to think it could help us loose weight by saying how we feel. I figure, why not, what do I have to lose. Right? I'm not too sure what to say, so here goes. In case you haven't notisted, I'm what some people (even myself) consider to be fat. But here is the thing and I don't mean to sound conceited but I'm also pretty...thus, "Yes, I'm that 'pretty fat girl". Because I know I atleast have my looks going for me this helps me to not have completely low self esteem...Ok. I need to just stop talking about my looks and focuse more on what I want to say.

I want to lose weight so I can feel more like the person I know is hidden under all of these layers of fat. I think she is everything I'm not: bold, strong, lives on the edge and adventourous. At this point I would say my weight lose goal is 75-pounds, I know, it's almost a whole person. Yuck! Anyway, today, I plan on eating as healthy as possible and definately getting a workout in besides sex. LOL!!! Oh, how I crack myself up. Seriously though. It looks like a pretty day, so I'm going to go walking 2 miles. As to if that happens, well I will report back tomorrow to share. So, until next time this is Lightning McQueen signing off. And remember: Eat your veggies.